Hello 2018! I am excited to see what the New Year brings! As I was driving home from Long Beach tonight, I was thinking about my 2018 intentions and what I want for the year.
I love driving home from the LBC at night, especially when people stay OUT of the left lane and I can fly home (I may or may not have a heavy foot). I have my music going and usually have my sunroof open! It really is Zen for me! Though, I DO need to get an audio recorder that is easy to turn on and off while driving. I come up with a LOT of good thoughts on my drives home, but I forget a lot of them!
As I was thinking through my intentions “Stop” – by Ayiesha Woods came on and it was like I was hearing the words for the 1st time (not the case)! “I can get a little melodramatic caught up in the chaos and the static. Wish it was automatic. I just gotta STOP trying to make it happen, cause I know You have the best for me. Wanting what You want is all that matters, trusting is the start of everything. I just need to STOP the worry and the fear, let the stress just disappear. Start believing RIGHT HERE.” You can hear the song here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s9ey74Wqcas
Tonight these lyrics really rocked me to the core! While I have 1,000% faith in God, my human side really does try to control. I struggle with “trying to control” vs “showing up”. Moving forward I will submit 100% to the Lord, relinquish control, and continue to show up and do the work! I know He and I are going to do aaaaamazing things this year! So starting now I am going to “STOP trying to make it happen”!